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Friday, April 07, 2006


I wanna grow old with you

Ok, the previous link didn't work so here it is!
Click on here.
I'm pretty sure it'd work this time 'cos my dearest Ning said it did. :)

I was in a rush yesterday so I didn't get to say what I wanted to. Hm today was okay, just that I've been in a bad bad mood & something Pert told me just got me so fucking pissed off. Anyhoooooooooooos, PE was just plain talking to Mich & Rachael. We were talking about size of breasts, big or small, hard or soft, the contents & al. Uber retarded please. After that it was Maths. I wanna get back my mock paper marks! I wanna know if I did well or something. >:( Lit was damn boring, rather sleepy. Miss Yeo's homeroom makes me feel like sleeping. Hahah. It was all about Imagery, gosh. But wellllll, I learnt something anyway. :)

Skipped recess & sat in Chinese class with Sass. Talked & al. :) the rest were locked outside of class 'cos stupid chinese tcher said they were late. Very funny huh? Qiaos came running, holding on to Yj & Tricia's uniform. She asked me to put on the table. The two of them came like half undress? Hahah. Uber funny la. We did letter-writing for Chinese. Wrote some stupid shit about asking your friend not to leave home. Crappppp, ok then it was CD! Hahah quite fun. We had some drama lessons. :) Damn funny, really. Juliet was sitting right there & we were laughing how simple she can get. Her bag = Her. Simple & retarded contents. :) I love her la. Oh we talked a lot during Swim Meet.! Thanks for being my shelter yesterday, btw!

Lit remedial after that then took a bus down to Compass Point. Accompanied Sass for lunch while waiting for Yj's arrival. Tricia came too. Talked to her & all. I swear I love this girl no matter how hot-tempered she is, how retarded she can get. She's telling me things that she said a year back, around this time too. Though she isn't that open but she's one of the bungs that I've seen don't need anything other than just love in a relationship. :) A pity she is hot-tempered la. = Hahah. We used to be close, talk a lot on the phone & hang out every time after school. After I got my strings attached, we stopped hanging out & talking, we merely just talk whenever we see each other at school. I knew all along she's that sorta friend who would stand up for her & her friends' rights. It was until the next breakup I had, I realised all along she was there & never gone. I'm really sorry for scaring you that day in the restroom when I broke down. She just came in & asked why, what happened, dont cry & asked if I wanted her to whack her. -.- That stupid girl. I know she cares luh, so yeap. :) Thanks Tricia, though you'll never be able to read this.

Went home around 4plus. Showered, talked to Pert, Angie & Cheryl online. Fuck man, I was so fucking pissed. But thanks Pert & Angie for being honest. :) Went to fetch Zel & daddy drove us to cut hair. :D I like the length & the thickness man. :)

I thought I remembered telling you to "give ourselves some time to think about what we really want & what we should do" but instead you took it as "give ourselves some time to be interested in someone else". Tell me, just tellllllllllllll meeeeeeeeee. What the fuck am I supposed to do?


Natlimmmmmm, I love you la. I know you care, do you do you! Don't be pissed with her anymore ok. Hahah kick her ass if you ever see her around.! I'm being so mean. I just want her to get haunted, hohoho. x) Remembered what I said about being haunted? *giggles* Love you so manyyyyyyyyyyy. :)

Rol & Prunella, I love you both sosososososo much. I'm always here ok, I promise! I know I've got you both in times to come. (:

I hate it when I have to act like I don't know what's happening behind the scenes when I fucking do. She can act like ooooooh why you look so sad? are you okay? what's going on? I'm sorry, I can't. &don't make me hate you please, I beg you. Gawddddddd. I fucking hate this. Act like you're so fucking afraid that I'd blow up at you. I'm sure you know that I do know something that I'm supposed to know but I was untold. -snorts. Each time I look at you, everything replays. Gosh, I refuse to join you, from now on. Ugh. Honesty, that is what I neeeeeeed.

Eliza, quick come online. >:( Talk soon, I've got sososo much to say.!








It's some love-making.
<3.


9:16 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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